I want to know that I rocked my babies enough and played with them. I mostly want to look back and know that I was there.
Not to say that I won't give them space to do their own things or even teach them to play on their own (Yes I am talking about you Erin). I'm talking about taking the oppurtunities I am presented with every day to either just try and coast through the day without engaging my children. Or being there to give them what they need physically, emotionally, and to help bring joy into their lives.
I don't want to regret not being the mother I wanted to be.